Well, I finally come into one serious relationship.
A relationship that already leads to a marriage talk.
A relationship that makes me telling Mom that I'm seeing this guy.
A relationship that makes me believe that love is the greatest thing can happen to human being.
A relationship that makes me feel like the luckiest girl on earth.
A relationship that can change me into a better person in a super beautiful way.
I love him so much 'till the point it'll really break me down whenever a glimpse of thought I can't be together with him crossing my mind.
I love him like I've never loved someone this hard before.
I love him that I could risk everything I have to be with him.
I love him 'till the point I want to share my room, the one thing I'll always hate, for the rest of my life.
I love him to the point I want to sacrifice my life to be a mother of his beautiful children.
Our beautiful children.
I love him in the purest way I've ever been.
So I knew this guy as one of my bestfriend.
I thought he'll be just a friend.
But my heart tingles whenever he's goofing around.
People thought he's weird.
For me he's cute.
My cute goofy bestfriend.
I kept spending my time around him.
I kept my surrounding to be always around him.
I felt weird and thought I might like him.
But I thought it will just be temporary.
Time has past.
He became even more charming each days.
The way he goofed around or backing me up or helping me or helping others.
I really wanted to know him even more.
'Till that day, we got a chance to spend a whole day together.
Surprisingly, he loves to talk just like I do.
Little did I know, I ended up open up my self.
Telling him stories I barely shared with people.
Opening up about families. Telling him my childhood.
I ended up realize I've never talked about that to anyone. Ever.
I become super comfortable being in my own skin around him.
And when he shared about his life, I feel so much honoured.
This is crazy.
I slightly decide to give him chance to let he knows I am into him.
That day, we spend a night.
After that, everything moved faster.
We rushed everything and overwhelmed.
Two skeptics, sad, and lonely people find each other.
We are commited to be in a relationship.
Two goofy people started dating.
Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.
The beginning of our journey just about to start.
We are preparing our ship to be ready to sail.
We are building our ship as strong as possible just in case we're hit by the enormous storm.
Dear Universe, thank you for letting me falling this hard, but this time I'm pretty sure this is the right spot.
Dear God, thank you for answering my pray and sending him to me. Please let this be the end of my wander.
A relationship that already leads to a marriage talk.
A relationship that makes me telling Mom that I'm seeing this guy.
A relationship that makes me believe that love is the greatest thing can happen to human being.
A relationship that makes me feel like the luckiest girl on earth.
A relationship that can change me into a better person in a super beautiful way.
I love him so much 'till the point it'll really break me down whenever a glimpse of thought I can't be together with him crossing my mind.
I love him like I've never loved someone this hard before.
I love him that I could risk everything I have to be with him.
I love him 'till the point I want to share my room, the one thing I'll always hate, for the rest of my life.
I love him to the point I want to sacrifice my life to be a mother of his beautiful children.
Our beautiful children.
I love him in the purest way I've ever been.
So I knew this guy as one of my bestfriend.
I thought he'll be just a friend.
But my heart tingles whenever he's goofing around.
People thought he's weird.
For me he's cute.
My cute goofy bestfriend.
I kept spending my time around him.
I kept my surrounding to be always around him.
I felt weird and thought I might like him.
But I thought it will just be temporary.
Time has past.
He became even more charming each days.
The way he goofed around or backing me up or helping me or helping others.
I really wanted to know him even more.
'Till that day, we got a chance to spend a whole day together.
Surprisingly, he loves to talk just like I do.
Little did I know, I ended up open up my self.
Telling him stories I barely shared with people.
Opening up about families. Telling him my childhood.
I ended up realize I've never talked about that to anyone. Ever.
I become super comfortable being in my own skin around him.
And when he shared about his life, I feel so much honoured.
This is crazy.
I slightly decide to give him chance to let he knows I am into him.
That day, we spend a night.
After that, everything moved faster.
We rushed everything and overwhelmed.
Two skeptics, sad, and lonely people find each other.
We are commited to be in a relationship.
Two goofy people started dating.
Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.
The beginning of our journey just about to start.
We are preparing our ship to be ready to sail.
We are building our ship as strong as possible just in case we're hit by the enormous storm.
Dear Universe, thank you for letting me falling this hard, but this time I'm pretty sure this is the right spot.
Dear God, thank you for answering my pray and sending him to me. Please let this be the end of my wander.
Jakarta, July 4th 2018
We are about to end our Long Distance cause he's home tonight!
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