A Warmth Snow Morfine

It seems like a very very long time I just spend with all the emptiness

It seems like a very very long time that im just doing nothing

I killed the time, I killed the day, I killed my life with something that never be usefull

I think about him all the daylight, I cry for him all the night

Yes, im the stupid one

Until one day, we just met each other

I felt nothing, you were like a piece of snow

White, cold, freeze

I hate snow, I love sun

I just need a warmth, but you give me a coldness

I keep the distance between us, so I don’t need to be frozen

Day by day, week by week, month by month

At the first time I saw your smile, I knew you’re not a snow at all

I love your smile, and I love when you only gave it to me, not for the others

I was being very impressed, make me feel like I’m the special one

I just can’t imagine how lucky I were

I try to be a sunlight, make your snow melted by my warmness

And you know what? I did it!

You gave me your second smile, third smile, and your another smile

But now, that smile not only for me, but for them

I’m not regret, even if that’s not mine anymore

But that means you are a warmth snow

And I’m glad when I found that I can changed you

Even no one knows including you

But I’m satisfied

Now, I don’t know what I feel

I don’t know what to do, I don’t know what just happened

It’s to early to say that it is a love

It’s to hard to be in love again

But at least, I can forget him for a while when I was with you

You’re like a morfine, can makes me fly through the air

You can make me feel that I’m the only one lucky girl even you’re always make me as your mocking laugh

But thankyou, you could light up my day

I hope it will hass a happy ending ^^